Haih

Ayah : Kakak balik Penang bila?

Me : On 30th, I gotta be there earlier, dapat duk college. (Saja mention tu to show that I've scored a good pointer)

Ayah : Oh, ayah nak jumpa you tomorrow's evening. Boleh? (Wtf, he did not even bother bout that college thing, tak tanya pun balik naik apa. WTV)


Ayah texted me just now, asking me when am going back to Penang? Well i know, its just a fishy starting text, I'm a smart kitty, i can smell it. Here's a fucking thing, ever since he's married to that fucking bitch, everything has changed like A to Z. EVERY FUCKING THING. And aku tahu ayah nak jumpa ni sebab benda yang negative. Gonna be either what ive done before or pasal sedara mara dia yang selalu scorned me in such filthy way, macam aku hina sgt. Macam dorang tu mulia sangat. Aku tahu hidup aku ni bersosial, tp aku tak hipokrit. Even a lil, i never and ever bother bout what when where's yang dorang buat. Sampai nak stalk aku kat FB lah bagai, pergi mampus.

And ayah, why cant you ever spend couple of hours with our daddy and daughter day? Never, you never did. I know youve been busy with this and that, but its been like YEARS ayah, YEARS. Bila nak jumpa je, mesti nak cakap bout my demeanour, bla bla bla. Im eighteen and ive been living these past eight fucking years like all by myself. Ever since ibu has left me.

You want me to change? Okay, yes sho i will. But in my own way, my own perception. Dont even bother bout what i do, this and that tho. I am fucking sick, i try to be a good daughter of yours. I am at my best everytime i wanna ive it a shot, but ya. Semua tak menjadi, because those shit aint happen as what have you wished for. Didnt mean to betray you, like never and ever. But im a human, im not perfect andim sick standing all alone on these two foot.

HELLO PENANG, IMMA ROCK YOU ON. ZzZ

College appeal's result - I gotta stay at the hostel. Kolej Kristal A. Yeayhhh, dapat apartment baru, but the thang is that place is 'owned' by those creepy creatures -.- Charlie namanya. Kerjanya? Mengigit budak2 campus ni sampai bernanah and then hello itchiness. Naissssss huh. Apa2 pun, alhamdulillah. Gotta work even harded for the next sem so that ayah wont start the 'war' again.

Chiao, xx.

:'D

Geez, been awhile since the last time this fugging blog was updated. Been through lotsoff deyumness of life, yet imma still standing. Ahha, lots of darling things happened recently. 2010 is about to be another chapter of my past though. AND i finally knew someone that i thought ill never get as a lover and currently he is. Yummay, imma thanking you Salleh :B

Cant wait till your home, i mean HOME. Haha.
Chiao, xx.

Eid Mubarak's 2010

Set this up in your fucking heartless heart,jerks.

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there."
-Anonymous.

Can I just be,re-born?

Shits wont be the same,they are doomed to be. Through the entire journey,we'll find there's an endless story that keep us stick to each other. We are madly in love and yet,no one can complete me,pft.
XOXO

TESTS FEVER :-)

Haaaaaaaaa,two weeks left till then,Imma home sweet home baybeeee :) Tak sabar nak jumpa him,Shazlina and Kak Ira and those beautiful people in Sri Gombak.

As usual,the four of us a.k.a the FOURSOME yg suka buat perangai,the trouble makers and rulesbreakers ni macam biasalah menggila for most of the time. People might see us acting bimboish or loud or wtv,but yah we likit muchhh doh. For least kitorang tak mcm ada minah sorang ni,kelam kabut menggelabah je kan. Masa habis class CSC,me and Pika suka pindah2 kan barang budak2 cullinary kat lab computer tu,dengan Tasya lak tak habis2 with this nyut nytu thingy. And my sweetie pie Deeba debab lak,tk habis2 dgn her chipmunk's voice.

And the best part is,kitorang dah jumpa port terbaik lepak after class which is dekat tangga LP. Kami bajet2 as if we're in Penang's Limkokwing. KONON jelah. Ahha.

And yet,tgh pening pasal test berlabak,satu benda pun tak revise act. Stay late at night pun,main2 je belajar. Ahha,watlek je kan. Danggg those subjects gopt me dizzy mizzy like wo-ahhhh dohh. Wish me best of luck,(padahal its only dumb test -.-) and I'll keep this blog updated at times. Byebyoiiii.

For God sake,can I just take nasty bang on your fucking head??

It's 1:57 am,Monday 16th August. I'm with Syafiqah Husna,my best-class mate,still stucked up with this farking CSC assignment which I have to submit by few hours. Kami berdua dah wasted habis kat Bilik Bacaan Baiduri wing B ni,dah siap sahur pun. And the BEST part is;ada lagi dua ekor pukimak betina ni macam sial dari pukul 11 tadi,memekik2 online FB then usha jantan. Tu abnormal for me cuz they were seriously sakai,acting sooo bimboish. But then,it's gettin lame as they both look damn fooled out,they're totally freaked out and menjerit tergedik like,"OH EMM GEEE!!" bla bla bla and wtv lah,dengan mamat2 comel yang onlineing with them. BETCHES BABI,COME ON. GET A LIFE,it's Ramdhan,and takda benda lain ke korang nak buat lah????! Then kalau suara kau nak menyanyi lagu UNGU,kalau sedap boleh beat aku yang masuk choir ni takpalah jugak. Duhh,now tgh melayan clubbing bajet2 party people ni pehal bodoh?? You guys,got my respect,under my shit! PFFTTTTTTTT.

See,dah mula dah aku nak mencarut ni. God please make strongah than yesterday ;O And yet,I don't even complete this shit. It's only 10% of them-DONE. So babi.

Assignments-struckeddddddd ;(

Just got well from 3 days demam,I guess. And baru harini nak settle up semua assignments and it's like,THE FAK???? I don't even manage to complete one of them thoooo ;( Shaitssss madafakazzzzz,sumpah down. Few weeks left,once dah done with the test and whatnot,I'll be back homeee in Sri Gombak. Teruja en?? -.- Ahha,that's all for now. Chiau.

I spill my first Ramadhan by eating that helly-yummy Squiggle :p

Today's the second last day of PMS and tup tap after the last class,had a sore throat. Goddamnit,mcm nak demam pun ada jgk. Siang tadi lak,ada quiz Food Hygiene,Miss Huda's class.

So as usual,the four of us (Tasya,Deeba,Peeka and me) duduk at the back,the last row. Masing2 buat muka toya mcm sial,haha. And masa quiz,at the beginning was like,okay soalan senang. And masuk the second question,bapak kimak susah dooooo. Thank God,dapat jugak answered four of 'em. The second one aku tiru si Tasya,yg paling mcm bangang kitorang siap exchanged paper. Haha. Serious shit memang semangat lah kan nak jawab,padahal it was just a holly quiz -.-

And malam ni,the moment I'm posting this blog aite now,kitorang tgh melepet kat foodcourt. Just now Miss Tuty sanggup dtg dari rumah and lepaking dgn kitorang. From A to Z,gossiping je memanjang. Esok pulak,ada class kat kitchen and su[pposedly kitorang ada test but then it's been cancelled. Ho-yeahhhh mamashittah :p

Sokay and thats for now. Be updating this binatang at times to times.
Chiau,xoxo.

Lunch-Russian Style at UiTM's Hotel

Spent ONLY 2 hours kat Hotel UiTM for lunch along with Asya,Diba and Abang Anas kami :p Lama nak mampus,service pun was like boleh laaa. Yelah kan,dah abang and akak senior yg handle kan kitorang,so kena kautim lah and rasuah yg they gave the best service the us @ guests. Hahaha.

Then Sir Bob (my Hospitality's lecturer),one of the guests yang elok dok nak makan tu dah tak jadi makan,gara-gara nak mengajar abang senior tu cara nak serve wine kat kitorang. Kami berempat pun alang2 tu take note jugak lah on that :p

Eventhough kitaorang dah shiverring mcm nak rak,and Diba bising nak wee-wee (pee) lah bagai,kitorang suka. Because dapat masuk class CSC (Computer Application) lambat,because that class sucks a lattt! -.- Ahha. Diba dah pening2 lak after bantai lamb chop dia tu,tulahhh poyo lagi nak makan daging mahal kan?

So thats for now. Id better off,take a nap for tonight. Gathering dgn senior,bosannnn nak mampus. Chiau.

Happy Lame Sunday O.O'

The whole day duduk melepet in bilik kuliah,having some lame activity (Latihan Dalam Kumpulan,LDK) which is compulsory for the first sem punya budak,pft.It bored me to death,seriously. By the end of the programme,I get to represent my group in debating on this lame topic,"Maggi or Spaghetti?" WML. Mine was spaghetti and Jim,one of those mates cepat2 search the facts about spaghetti. Mentang2 ada Wi-fi kan Jim? -.- Ahha,meanwhile,I was being concentrate. Not on those debating thingy,but on youtube. Ha layan semua Big Bang's videos. Bila sampai tang nak debate kat depan,budak2 gruop lagi satu @ the rivals,dok condemned me and my group. Like,what the heck? Take it easy lah dude. Gila kecoh. Anyway,best hotellian wins (who else? me lah :P) That's all for today,chiau.