LOVE-itsa fucking typical word

Love is way easier than lust,love might be complicated when it's at its worst. And love is the only remedy that would cure up all the sickness of this hell of life. But how can you mend a broken heart? Sounds easy dizzy as ABC huh? Boys,they are always them. Particular guys will only be tha best,and the rest,DICKS ARE ALWAYS DICKS. They're whatever the girls said they were. No offense guys,but this is the fact tho. Untunglah laki aku tak macam tu,God bless you baby.
ps;It's 7 something in the morning,yet I havnt sleep and yeah staying up like a fucking zombie. Too much absurd's thingy,urghhhh apelah aku mencarut mcm puki jelah. Huh

One lousy evening

Everyone seems to be fade away from my life. The emptiness keeps on echoing till the eardrums. I used to be sturdy,and now I'm nondescript. Silence that would violently kill me,myself. Everybody is changing,and moving on as if they can't replay the pasts. I miss you,you,you,and youuu guys. God bless you peeps.

Don't cut the craps,it won't worth it

Well how shall I start it? Ever since I've been running our 24/7 cluelessly,been strangling the brain,thinking too much about irrelevant things. This words keep playing on my mind,"Am I lost??". Perhaps it's just words. Hanker for nothing much,just a beautified happiness as I deserved it to be,but ngehhhh that is only an sprinkly-lighted dream as it will only remain a dream. I'd realised that I've dawdled way much,doing silly things as I know that will keep myself lost. Yeahh,I am totally lost. Those evelish earthlings been despising on me because of my weakness myself. Ouh yah,in their blurry and grey shadded eyes,they can only see an imperfect girl with too much negative acts. Why must you,fellas,scorn me in such filthy ways?? I just gotta learn to stand up still myself,let those absurdly perception pass me by 100 kM/H and yeah keep on moving. Gahh,stop nagging as if a brat,guess what loosers,you guys are total in disguise! Urghhhhhhokay I shall cut the craps NOW.
ps;I am sluggish atm,well yeah its about 4 a.m in the morning. ZZZ

Hey love.

I think vain has pulled me away from you. I ain't strong. Should I give up or keep it all away? You seem to fade away from me as day passes by rapidly.

We've been deceiving by ♥

Here's a thing;some might say,"Let bygones be bygones" or "The past is always the way it is". But on the other way round,some might frankly say,"What goes around,comes around". And some will take both as their pieces of mind or whatsoever. Kalau dah past tu,past lah. Then why should you highlight that "What goes around,comes around" lagi?? You sound soo fool,hitcha with some d** bags! Heh -.-
*Got no idea why I'm posting such crapps,ouh yeah,because I haven't sleep for THE WHOLE DAYYYYY. Okay,now I get it O.O
zzzzz

Piece of mind

Life is tough as dead,but I don't care as long as I got tha,kaching kaching,my best friends and nice people all around it,wrap it together and tadaaaaa,jadilah the ROLLED-OUT HAPPINESS :p

BODOH

Went to that BSN at Sri Gombak and settled up the UPU's thing. I look like a total idiot,because havnt been to such place -___-
Then pergi kat counter tu,I asked,"Excuse me ma'am,where can I have that UPU's thing or erkk tha form??". And then kakak(erkkk muka macam dah kahwin je),she told me in such annoying way,"Erkk dik,akak tengah busy ni layan orang,tolong refer dekat main board tepi ni ade kan dah terpampang benda tu,takkan nak kena tunjuk lagi". And I was like,wattafakk orang tua ni???? Mampus ko lah,aku tanya punya sopan. Huh,BABI __l__
And then aku pun terkedek-kedek lah refer that board,ada tulis like,"PERMOHONAN UPU" then terang2 dia tunjuk contoh borang bodoh tu. For God-sake,aku tak reti lah semua2 ni. Selalu ayah or ibu yang tolong settle up kan.
Heh,then dah habis tu bayar semua,terus balik. FUCKED-UP,heh.

You've once deaden the pain and yet I'm still suffering :'(

Kamsiah Abu Bakar,till 31st of May 2002.
The night before,she was attended to the PUSRAWI because of the badd athma. On the Friday morning,I woke up with this uneasy feeling,and by that time,Nenek has received a call from Ayah and he told that Ibu's no longer breathing :'(
Tears started to drop over the face and I still remember my lil' brother,Naqiuddin,was very chiippy as he wanted to visit Ibu and my lil' sistah,Yasirah had asked me,"Kakak,kenape nangis?? I wanna see Ibu,cepatlah mandi,nanti Ibu tunggu lama lah". Urgh,only the Merciful Him would only know how I felt by that fucking time. I just can't accept that why must He doomed that fucking day to be happened??